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Posted by AcidX - November 17th, 2015


What happened. To me.

All of a sudden.. I feel old.

What happened is...

I gave someone love. A lot of meaningful deep love. The kind you give to your dream spouse.

But they never gave it back. Several times over. So I have spent the past ten years of this life I cherish so much... Recklessly abandoning my dreams and destroying myself.

Those liars, cowards, cheats and users always so two-faced and ready to betray me. But never able to look me in the eye and face me. Always the ones that are scared of me.

They'll happily strip me of my identity, ambition and everything they envy or fear. Everything that separates me from them. But they don't realise I'll never give this up. Even if I never found the motivation to produce another cartoon in my lifetime... I won't stop animating. I can't stop this skill, that I have nurtured since my childhood. It's part of me. Just the same way part of some people is getting into fights, going to wars, stealing or oppressing others.

It's just something that I do. Something that I am.


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Ouch man. That's all very vague and personal. Sounds rough though :X

<3 life is just for living. Fuck those jealous assholes <3